Sometimes i feel so tired . . .

feel like i don't want to bring my past around me anymore but why i can't leave it.

why is it always there around me??

damn . . .

and there are so many times when i feel doubt . . . so doubt . . . about my feeling inside.

I want to run away!

people may say facing life is better than run away from it.

But i really, really want to escape.

escape . . .

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Aw . . . it’s a really, really long time since i didn’t post anything on my blog~ =,=”

A lot of things happened in my life . . .

Things dat i hope could make me more mature in thinking, doing things n feeling . . .

I realized that i’ve been so childish, tearful n selfish these days.

N it may hurt da people around me . . . *mian*

So i’ve decided to be a good girl . . .

To be a better person . . .

N God . . . please lead me . . . always . . .

I’m not going to cry a lot anymore, i’m not going to be moody anymore, i’m not going to be selfish anymore, i’m not going to do anything bad anymore . . .

But yeah, all i can do is trying to be better n better . . . yosh! Lucee hwaiting! =D

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"Drag Me To Hell", another movie i watched lately . . .

watched it yest nite with Dee n frenz . . .

Huah . . . quite funny for horror movie~ *lolz* xD

It’s surprising . . . n da grandma is just—uurgh . . .

Da movie is rather awkward if i could say . . . hahahaa . . .

N now i know, Dee is quite afraid of watching horror movie~

Wkwkwkwkkwk . . . xD

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What a day last Sunday~

It’s fun but quite tiring *sigh* xD

I went to the temple in da morning with Dee, having da interseting lecture—juz to let u know da lecturer is da same age with me, 20, but his knowledge is just cool. xD

Around 12.oo we went to Deli to look around n had lunch at KFC~

After dat we headed to Cambridge. My fam’s waiting der~

After buying groceries stuffs, we sat on JCO, having some, chats, beverages n donuts~

It’s da first time he went out with my fam~ ehehehehe . . .

I didn’t join my fam when dey headed to fetch my grandpa n just looked around der . . . n datz my fault to make my Dee exhausted~ *mian.chagiya* xD

My fam had gone to my cousin’s home n Dee had to ride me to my fren’s house.

Her home is quite far n it’s really tiring~ xD

We’re planning to go to Thamrin Plaza but , oh, with her 2 nephews we had to share da same ride on a motorcycle. I’m juz afraid. Hahahaha...but u’re cool sis~ XD

Finally Dee decided to ride me there again~ Oooh . . .

N after accompanying her nephews to play at TIMEzone—dey’re cute! xD—we looked for some T-shirts before my dad came n fetched me.

Me n my fam went to eat at Asia—eating brought my spirit back *lolz* xD—bought some dvds der n finally headed home~ =D

*fiuh* XD

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Yai~

It has been a long time i dun meet selly imoto n finally we could hang out 2gether again~ xD

We watched a movie, KNOWING – Nicolas Cage, n it’s great~

I love it!

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